My 1st day..taking regrets..and missing you..

Last night..I need to kept my promise..
If I have a bad result..I have to delete you..
Unfortunately..it happen...
I had to do it with sadness taking me..
Last night..I locked my door and the sadness comes..
I cried..And..I need to do it..
I went to your profile..and start delete everything thats is about you..
From my phone..to my facebook..to the message I kept it in my phone..to the phone number of yours..
I delete it with pain..and sadness..
After I deleted everything..
Suddenly felt..empty..really empty..
Today..I woke up..I felt regret..
I went to basketball..have fun with my friends..we laugh together..but..
In all those smile and laugh that I take..behind the smile..is full of..pain..
While writing this..my tear flooding my eyes..
I'm trying to hold back my tear..but it come out..
I really regret of what I do..

I really miss you BADLY..!!
If you are watching this..the girl who motivate me..that make me do something that I never think of doing it..the girl that I badly in love...
I REALLY MISS YOU..!!

I'll stop here..to continue my sadness...